September, 2026
Letter from the Vineyard, September 2026
So much lost…
During a long, lovely lunch with Cynthia Hubbard, who’d been interim pastor at St. Andrew’s Episcopal Church, which I attend, we shared much, including our mutual disbelief 9/11 was a quarter of a century ago. More than a generation has grown up since then, not alive at that moment, simply history to them.
I was living in New York, two blocks above the evacuation zone, on Spring Street in Soho. History was happening; I was witnessing it. The history didn’t just happen that one day. That day, the days that followed, then the weeks, months, years, now decades. 9/11 was a boulder hurled into the ocean of life.
I was a witness, will die a witness.
There are mental snapshots I have of what happened that day, the ones following. I will die with those pictures seared into my brain, of the best and worst of humanity.
The world gathered around us, embraced us, cherished us, grieved with us, shocked at what had happened.
We have squandered all that love thrown at us, down the drain in Afghanistan, Iraq, Abu Ghraib, African adventures, and now Iran. We have squandered trillions of dollars. We have squandered our country out of wealth and world position. In twenty-five years, we have evolved to this: the MAGA era, defined by idiocy, cruelty, greed, attacking those who stood with us, fought with us in our foolish wars, have helped us, again and again and again.
Relationships are never perfect. Alliances are never perfect. Our current government has chosen not to make relationships and alliances better but to break with those with whom it disagrees. We chose in the post WWII years to help a world renew itself, a good thing and in doing so created an American era. We chose to pay because we could. Because it was good for us.
Right now a kind of rage burns in me, a rage coming from having been there, seen the damage done by planes flying into those buildings, from having lived through those days and, now grown old, witnessed our wasting of good will, of endless war producing no good, of somehow allowing ourselves to sink into the slop of this current time, one more time engaging in an unnecessary war, which now seems to be spiraling, perhaps out of control.
So much has been unnecessary these last 25 years.
We have acted like an empire while hiding behind democratic ideals. We have done good; we have done evil. After the Spanish American War, we took the Philippines. When they wanted independence, we squashed it with despicable violence. [Thank you, Paul Dolman]
As a country we have never faced up to the responsibility of allowing slavery to exist in what became the United States, a tension which tears us asunder as some still treat people of color badly [hey, Secretary Hegseth!].
We are currently flirting with Fascism in a way we haven’t since the 1930’s. I am working to get copies of “The Nerd Reich,” about Silicon Valley billionaires who think democracy inconvenient to their goals, so popular it is on backorder everywhere.
Racism is inherent in this administration, causing me to think of the cry for Aryan children in 1930’s Germany.
Trump has promised $5000 to every American if Republicans are reelected this fall. I don’t think even in ancient Rome vote buying was this blatant. Who is paying for this largesse for reelecting Republicans? J.D. Vance is pleading, begging for Americans to give them more time to rectify the problems. Rectify problems they have created, not Biden [as they constantly chant].
The people who elected Trump are now being hurt by him. Farmers, ranchers, long haul truckers, the working class who thought he heard them. The things he’s doing aren’t helping them but hurting them, hurting me, hurting you.
A judge has ruled Trump, and his administration, must give notice before they do anything structurally to the Kennedy Center. Mr. Trump is having a temper tantrum because his name is not on the building. It’s not pretty; people are catching on.
The Kennedy Center is a treasure, created with priceless gifts from other countries, to honor a man, however flawed, who captured our imagination, lifted us to strive for something better.
Mr. Trump does not seem to want us to strive for something better. He does not call us to be something more. He calls us to be something less. We have elected him twice; it says much about our country.
Photo courtesy of Paul Doherty










Letter From Claverack 10 26 2017 Disgusted by them all…
October 26, 2017As I begin writing this letter, I am in New York City, at Birch, a coffee house just east of 5th Avenue on 27th, waiting for a friend and a colleague. There are some things he wants to chat over with me and then I will go to dinner with my great good friend, Nick Stuart and his friend, Jodd. Post dinner, I will head back to the cottage for a bunch of meetings and things to do tomorrow.
Walking from Penn Station to Birch, I realized how my relationship with New York City has changed over the last eighteen years. I’ve gone from “bright lights, big city” to being delighted not to be here that often; I have grown accustomed to the quiet of the country. Penn Station is an assault on the system after the tiny, bucolic station in Hudson and walking through the streets of the city, I feel more a sense of pressure, for want of another word, since I came here in 1999 to begin to live, then splitting my time between Los Angeles and New York.
For the last two and a half years, I have been mostly at the cottage and have slipped into the role and attitude of someone who lives in the country. On weekends, when the county fills with out of towners, I cringe when horns are blasted if someone doesn’t move quickly enough.
I relish waking in the morning to look out over the creek and to look out at my land and see no one.
One needs that kind of quiet and solitude these days to absorb the world news:
o A California judge won’t force Obamacare payments from the Federal government.
o Hillary and the Democrats paid for the dossier on Trump.
o The NAACP is warning people of color not to fly American Airlines.
o Whatever is going on with tax reform remains incomprehensible to me.
o The brother of the Las Vegas shooter was picked up on child porn charges.
o The president and a Gold Star widow can’t quit feuding.
o China’s Xi Jinping probably is with us indefinitely and we’ll see if that’s a good thing or a bad thing AND he’s now as important as Mao and Deng!!!!
o The ease of travel with a US passport has plummeted since Trump has become president.
o The US and North Korea are continuing saber rattling. North Korea is talking hydrogen bomb and the US military action.
o Amazon is going to start delivering packages into our homes. [Ah, not mine. Yet.]
o President George H.W. Bush has been accused by an actress of groping her in 2014. And has apologized.
o A Houston resident, originally from Mexico, died of flesh eating bacteria after working on homes damaged in Harvey. He was the third Houston case; the others were non-fatal.
o The Trump campaign, via a data analytics firm, contacted Wikileaks to access emails from Clinton’s server to make them into a searchable database for the campaign.
Is it any wonder that yesterday when I walked along the wooded lane that is Patroon Street, I thought about none of these things?
I thought of other things, the changing of the leaves, friends, personal things, upcoming trips, hopeful things.
My amazement at the world is unbridled. Today, I commented to a friend: I think we are living in the second Gilded Age and my comfort comes from remembering that did not last and was reined in, eventually.
Each day, I get up and read the papers and find my eyes go wide while I say: lions and tigers and bears! Oh, my…
The Toronto Star blazoned out that Trump broke his own record this week – of lies. They counted 57 whoppers.
Call me disgusted by them all.
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